I am a fighter!!

It dawned on me this morning that I would have been to three regions within a period of 4 months! Looks like the name of this blog is perfect for me.
We have been shuttling between two homes since late July. I can't complain on that one. At least I get the privacy that I need (I should say "we both need"). Staying with an in-law is a definitely no-no. I have come to understand why the principle of 'leave and cleave' is so important. I feel like I'm being constantly watched by my MIL.
I was asked if I look forward to going to the new region today. Hmmm...I pondered on the question for a long while and still couldn't answer it honestly. It's a mixed feeling la. Sad to leave behind some friends I've made in the current region. Happy to find a place that we can both start afresh.
We had a long talk last night. I needed to say all that is in my heart, this time, without reservation. I feel like I'm a fighter last night. I was fighting for what I love and possess. I just cannot bear to see things go on the way it is.

D-day

Today is the day! Tonight is the night!!

Having mixed feelings about the meeting. My PMC counselors are meeting my MIL. The meeting is to address some issues that we are struggling with her. I feel that there are two ways the meeting may go. One, she may just accept everything that is they bring up and we get the blunt of it after they leave. Two, she may just hit the roof! Honestly, I rather she do the latter. Problem is the issue of the ‘face’. Sigh…nerve-wrecking.

Some exchanges on the sms with someone about the situation. I know she has good intentions messaging me those words but they are so hard and cold to me. Felt that they are good advice but not empathetic at all. It’s like telling someone who is going thru struggle “This will make you stronger.”

My work ‘to-do’ list is starting to look really impressive. Funny thing is it makes me feel happy though. At least there are some concrete things that I can embark on. Motivation is the word. I need motivation. I need motivation. I need motivation.

Leading this Sunday and I have not even got my list. God help me…. Realise something always happen the week I lead. Warfare? Maybe….or my life is just full of them. Ha!

Hope that the day will end well…..will it?

let me try again

Kept one blog earlier but posted only one entry.

I am more determined now to upkeep a regular one. Need a space to talk about the crazy stuff that comes along in my everyday life.

So let's see how discipline I am now to upkeep this blog.

Welcome me to my blog!! :)