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Friday, September 21, 2007

D-day

Today is the day! Tonight is the night!!

Having mixed feelings about the meeting. My PMC counselors are meeting my MIL. The meeting is to address some issues that we are struggling with her. I feel that there are two ways the meeting may go. One, she may just accept everything that is they bring up and we get the blunt of it after they leave. Two, she may just hit the roof! Honestly, I rather she do the latter. Problem is the issue of the ‘face’. Sigh…nerve-wrecking.

Some exchanges on the sms with someone about the situation. I know she has good intentions messaging me those words but they are so hard and cold to me. Felt that they are good advice but not empathetic at all. It’s like telling someone who is going thru struggle “This will make you stronger.”

My work ‘to-do’ list is starting to look really impressive. Funny thing is it makes me feel happy though. At least there are some concrete things that I can embark on. Motivation is the word. I need motivation. I need motivation. I need motivation.

Leading this Sunday and I have not even got my list. God help me…. Realise something always happen the week I lead. Warfare? Maybe….or my life is just full of them. Ha!

Hope that the day will end well…..will it?